LIFE SELF

Your Ego life experience is quite well developed at this point in your development. You have also had your first experiences of what I call the 'Heart life experience'. This has introduced you to a whole new way of experiencing life, a way you are so ready to accept due to your developed Ego, as well as the long-term influence of superconscious Heart energies.

To gain a conscious insight into a different way of experiencing the world in this way has an almost explosive effect on you, and from then on this is your new goal in life, and the only thing that can really give your life meaning. Sometimes you feel it strongly, and sometimes not so much, but you are fully aware that although you still have a lot of work left to do to develop your Ego, the Ego is no longer enough!

It is no longer sufficient for you to merely satisfy 'your ego'. You no longer believe in this Ego-controlled world, and you no longer believe in the values that characterize the Ego-life experience! You do not believe in them, and it matters less to you whether you live up to them or not. You are settling into a new world, and your personality structure is changing to fit this new world.

You are in a transitional phase where the old Ego world is no longer adequate and where the new 'Heart world' is not quite within reach yet - although it is close.

However, you are facing an exciting time where you will experience an intensified cleansing of the Ego energies in favor of the Heart consciousness that will probably come to dominate you and your outlook on life, and show you a new world. You are actually in the middle of the process where you are, among other things, practicing seeing the world in a new and different way, by learning first-hand to observe 'your Ego' (i.e. your Ego life experience) and in this way 'discovering' it.

There are a lot of things involved in starting to see the world from a unity-oriented life experience, rather from your Ego, and you can read about that here.